I can honestly say I'm over and done with being upset and cynical. (for now)
I get my car tomorrow.  :)
I'm naming it (IM-A-JEAN) I really don't know how to spell that yet though lol.
Currently I've been very optimistic and I love my life.
Although it's been pretty boring lately.
This weekend is going to liven it up though.

So don't bother,
I'll be fine, ( Read more... )

My summer has been just fabulous.
I only really hang out with my girlys<3
but really, it's amazing.

My life > Your life

I wasn't  old enough to remeber losing my dads parents.
But my grandparents on my moms side have always been very close to us.
And now my grandpa is really sick.
He has Dementia, and is likely to die very soon. 
I've never been so upset about anything.

I went to my grandpas house today. 
He wasn't having a good day.
He didn't even know who I was.
And when ( Read more... )

This is the first time in so long that I have been this negative towards everything.

I don't believe in love.
I hate the word FOREVER.
My fear of never getting married is currently worse than it has ever been.

the end.

don't hold on
go get strong
well don't you know
there is no modern romance

I'm going to indy tonight.
Kaylees driving.
It's a road trip.
I love the fact my parents trust the people I hang out with daily.

I only really hang out with Kaylee Hanna Gabby Sarah and Adamm now.
They all have made my summer awesome.

I got a job.
I get my license at the end of the month.
I'm getting my life semi perfect.
After that I'll just look for my mr ( Read more... )

Summer is so close.
Thats all I want.
Nothing else.

Things have been shaky lately.
I honestly don't know what to say anymore.

I guess for some its easy to ignore problems,
and usually I don't find it hard,
but this has been so hard.
I don't want to give up,
but I know I can't hold on much longer.

Hearts are worn in these dark ages
You're not alone in this ( Read more... )

My birthday was monday. (sweet sixteen)
It wasn't that good of a day.
It made me realize only a very few select friends have my back through everything.
But spending the night at kaylees with hanna and gabby made my day a lot better.
I've been hanging out with more people lately, but I still hang out with kaylee all the time.

Canada was amazing this ( Read more... )

I don't know how my mood went from so happy to so upset and angry.
I know I am posting twice in one day, but fuck. I need to vent, and everyones out.

After EVERYTHING that has happened to me lately with a certain boy,
which I have been so upset about, but I only tell my sister,
because I don't like to be weak infront of friends.
You'd think my older ( Read more... )

After all the confusion with prom and losing my prom date the week of prom... prom night was really fun.
I went with Steph, because her date got suspended friday, and we both had all our stuff for prom so we just went together.
prom was sooo fun, but we had to leave really early, because we went to chicago in a limo.
We had a limo party. It was fun as ( Read more... )

Break ups suck.
but I've been pretty strong on this one.
I swear, I would die without my friends.

This is actually just really confusing on whats going on.
I'm not dumb enough to get hurt again.
So it really is over this time. 
Sadly enough.

Take On Me--Reel Big Fish.
So needless to say
I'm odds and ends again
But it's me stumbling away
Slowly learning that ( Read more... )