alot of you who read this stupid livejournal are probably going to be pretty upset with me about what im about to say but you have to remember im doing what i think is best for me.....but ive made up my mind and ive decided to transfer to an out of state college and ive pretty much made up my mind on north or south carolina. but im pretty sure it ( Read more... )

remember two months ago when i was happy justin.....well lets face it these last two weeks ive been the most miserable justin in the world and you all know this....if im not worrying about my own problems im worrying about all of my friends problems cause lets face it without them....i seriously question if i would be around and im not talking ( Read more... )

so i agree with all my friends recent posts about wanting to start life all over again....ive been to press the restart button for the last 5 years.....and here i sit....then i realized something, ive always tried running away from my problems....and as much as i want to run, they will just be there when i return ( Read more... )

so these past couple days ive realized ive been the most pathetic, depressed,heartbroken,weak,emotional person in the world....i have done nothing but cry, sleep and work....today i went to work feeling great, 2 hours into my shift, i got light headed, dizzy and weak , i tried to eat something and i couldnt do it, i tried drinking water and i ( Read more... )

well the worst 2 weeks of my life are hopefully coming to an end.....just when you think it stops something even worst happens.....you would think a set back in your physical therapy would be crippling enough to someones confidence.....but oh no god felt the need to totally kick me while i was down.....my dog died 2 days later.... Mr Beau Jenca ( Read more... )

so i realized the next 2 weekends and the week after are going to really suck, because i wont be able to see Danelle....which equals me sad. so now it looks like i will just try and work all spring break, which everyone will be like you fucking idiot, but when you think about it....i only work in the mornings....so its whatever ( Read more... )

Its been some time since i last updated so i figured while sitting around i would do so ( Read more... )

YESSSS!!!! my rotator cuff is not torn ( Read more... )

its been 3 days, and there is still no results from my MRI ....so thats either really good, or its really bad....because if it was really bad you think they would have called it in alot sooner, which is why it would be really good? or its so fucked up that they dont even know where to begin first? in that case that would be really bad and im really ( Read more... )

MRI at 11pm tonight....im nervous ( Read more... )