He should call and he should care. He should wait and he should share. But he doesn't and I'm afraid he never will. I waste my time and I waste my efforts, in the end they always go away or go to another.

Oh brother!

Nope, its not getting better. You said it would get better in time and...its not. I really hate this.
You make it really hard.

I'm in Seattle right now and its so nice to be with family members. I've never really realized how isolated my mom and I are in Texas, we have ZERO family members in Texas with us and it suckssss. This is a really nice vacation :) I'm nervous about seeing friends in California...

I am really going through a hard time right now. Everything is so different and I hate it. My first reaction when I don't like something, is to get rid of it. Somehow, some way, if I get rid of the situation or the person it will all be better. It's retarded. All I'm doing is covering and hiding problems and in time it all magnifies and gets much ( Read more... )

I'm so confused ( Read more... )

I haven't updated in a while ( Read more... )

I've never had a migraine before, well, before now ( Read more... )

really sucks at the moment ( Read more... )

I'm super excited about prom. My school's prom sucked ass because there are only 18 seniors and of those only like, 5 went to prom, and the rest of the people were juniors. I bought a really pretty dress so when I decided not to go to my school's prom I was kinda sad that I wouldn't be able to wear my dress ( Read more... )

Hey, I was going to post my watercolor painting and some of my other art work on here, but it takes forever to load all the pics and stuff so I just made it into a blog on my myspace. For those of you who have myspace (and I'm your friend on it) you can see it on there.

I'd like if you did and then commented on the blog :]

Thanks,
B.
:]