wait what just happened? Who am i?

( The internet is kind of a bummer )

I did really well in an alleycat last night (finished 4th fixed gear, 15th overall out of over 40 people who registered). It totally kicked my ass and i bombed the cliff house road at about 40mph (i didnt have a computer so i cant be sure but it definitely was over 35mph but it didnt feel like i was going over 45). The look i got from on-lookers ( Read more... )

stressful day->hot shower and get high

i forgot to move my car and now i have to pay $50. I feel like this is a topic i should've brought up in my logic class last semester, the streets will be swept again in 3 days what the fuck?

For the past few years i've always been crushing on one girl or another and i think the only reason that i maintain these futile crushes is because my life is so boring/lacking substance that if i didnt have these delusional fantasies of spending time with a genuinely sweet person that cares about the things i do, i'll ultimately become depressed ( Read more... )

all too often i'm sitting in front of my compter listening to music sitting on aim not talking to anyone visiting the same 4 sites over and over. The internet is getting really really boring i need something else to click on.

What websites should i be seeing???

i cant wait until spring.

days like today make me really hate being poor. And a lot of other things

I havent ended the day on a bad note in a long long time. I really hope i'll wake up tomorrow with some more rationality and realize that my problems, though far from over, are easier to solve than not. Live day by day.

But i fear (and expect) death more and more each day ( Read more... )