Uh sometimes i wish i had a car so i could drive far far far away from this hell house. I wish i had my license. i just want to cry..i wish i was my sister. Have th esame bond my mom and my sister have...miracles dont happen though. She lets my sister take diet pills but not me. She praises megan...i hate this house. sometimes i wish i could be in ( Read more... )

okay so i'm going to admit there are times i like ryan...and today thinking about him made me wonder. He invited me to a bonfire and my dad wouldnt let me f'in go because he said, "it would ruin taylors feelings" i dont care.......okay there are times when shes hurt my feelings. So how does that f'in work. I could cut open my heart right now i'm so ( Read more... )

Well todays fourth of july and everyones off. I'm lonely. Chris hasnt come to see me. why am i not surprised. i'm very anxcious today. I'm scared i wont made the grade. i dont want to disappoint anyone. i love rosary..but i dont think i'm going to make it next year. i reorganized my room. i'm not qiuet sure if i like it...but i'll get use to it. i ( Read more... )

I dont know what to say..anymore. i feel as if i'm numb. I miss you, i dont forget you. Your in my heart. I can still rememeber the day you went away. The day i lost my heart. The day eveything slipped away. I thought i was ur finance but i was wrong. i thought i was the color of your energy. You said u had nothing nothing nothing with out me. But ( Read more... )