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[letsgetoverit]

i am miserable. i have somehow managed to gain 9 pounds over night. my body is fucked up. i eat as much as a normal person would for one day and then i blow up. i have become seriously depressed. i sit in the far back in all my classes to avoid any type of conversation. every night i have dreams that have to do with this eating disorder. last night

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[quicksilver555]

sorry you are having such a hard time.the wheight gain is probly just water.this can happen to me too as i was a steady 98lbs and then went up to 102 because i ate dinner once last night,now i have to starve all over again.it totaly sux,and i toataly get you and what you are going thru,you'll make it.the water wheight will go away as it always does

[thinjase]

there has been some time since you posted this entry so i hope things have started looking up. if they haven't, remember that the next best thing to achieving goals is to make goals. you can focus on working towards something you want. i hope it's not a nightmare for you today. i'm thinking of you!

xoxo,
jase

[letsgetoverit]

aww thank you~ things are looking up and im guna make sure to take your advice and start setting some goals.

[thinjase]

i'm definitely thinking of you!

xoxo,
jase

[letsgetoverit]

same here <3

[mindlessdani]

I agree that it's probably just water because I went 4 months just eating salad and fruit and then one day I ate a sandwich and some pasta the day after and I had gained 6 pounds in 3 days then I didn't eat for 3 days and lost 8 pounds, but still seeing the numbers go up on the scale can be so depressing. I hope you feel better, just take it one day at a time sweety <3