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today was kinda fucked up. for some reason when i dont eat everything is so loud and i smell like every little thing. so today i snapped at just about everyone for breahting too loud and everyone just assumed i was pmsing. dude i fucking wish i was on my period instead of this. i lost about a handfull of hair today which makes me want to die, i ( Read more... ) -
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My mom is driving me insane. All she has been saying for the past hour to my dad is if she hurts herself its on you and here we go again shes not eating like damn mother stfu. I have no intentions of hurting myself. Im trying to prove a point.
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i am miserable. i have somehow managed to gain 9 pounds over night. my body is fucked up. i eat as much as a normal person would for one day and then i blow up. i have become seriously depressed. i sit in the far back in all my classes to avoid any type of conversation. every night i have dreams that have to do with this eating disorder. last night ( Read more... ) -
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binged yesturday. didnt purge. woke up at 87 lbs im fucking miserable. i feel terrible. everytime i try to hold something it falls out of my hands and that scares me. anyways my ex boyfriend is apparently playing me with a bunch of other girls feeding them the same lines hes feeding me i fucking hate him i want him to feel what i feel. i know ( Read more... ) -
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So im in the energency room stressed as fuckk they tried to put an iv in me but thank god itdidnt work so i agreed to drink their damn juice. So me and mydad keep arguingabout how this is y fault and them the dr said i was fine because im the same weight i wasduring recovery. Wtf iswrong with people. I hate this shit. My parents are completely ( Read more... ) -
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Right now i really need a friend more than ever. Someone who i can just talk to and wont judge me. Seems iv lost them all. Even my parents
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Im currently bingingfuck i did so good. Fasted the past two days :(
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so yesturday the cops brought me back home and whatever. then today i tried to run away again in the rain so im covered in like mud and shit. whatever now im fucking depressed and i wanna die. i might be going into treatment soon. i had to watch one of my only friends get taken to the hospital today. -
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Idk wtf to do i felt unwanted at home so i ran away and went to a restaurant and ate an ate and ate alone honestlu it was the most degrading moment of my life so now im just sitting outside waiting for the police to hopefully find me
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something about just being on this website triggers me