so it is now 8:20....
i still have yet to fall asleep.
i saw the black dahia with matt.
taylor got drunk.
i have a stomach painted on my face with lipstick
& we chased some kids we saw stealing booze from the pharmacy with brandons car.

i feel like i could cut my arms off ¬ feel it.

i'm so tired of vexatious, callow little twits interfering in my social life ( Read more... )

there's a lot going on right now.
i haven't cried since the last time i saw him.
but i want to.

i didn't realize just how lost i was till last night when i was sitting with a group of friends having fun and all i could do was think of how much i would rather be with him.

LittleMissURiNe: i dont trust 'breaks' they're usually just excuses to not seem so mean

i really hope that's not the case

i've heard of people crying themselves to sleep but i never knew you could cry yourself awake. i probably got about an hour of sleep last night. i honestly don't know what to do with myself, maybe it would be better if i just moved. i'm so scared of what's going to happen. every night i used to fall asleep thinking about how someday you would be ( Read more... )

i'm in love with a boy &his charming smile<3

here's a long rant cause i'm sad ( Read more... )

whenever i watch old movies i think about all the people in the scene and how they're probably dead by now.

i need to get out more...

ok so i thought everything was ok but i guess not judging from your journal.

sorry im a fuck up.
sorry i came back.