things are changing. for the better. and i'm happier than i have been in a long time.

:-D

every now and again
my mind
and my heart
find themselves at odds.
i surrender.

I'm sure most of it's in my head, but I can't stand it. I feel lost.
I need you to find me.

This is why I love Megan Harris:

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whatsername4849: yes?
JanJanLSUTiger44: fuck in a bucket! i just dropped my lit book on the computer

You make me smile while I'm sleeping.

When you try your best, but you don't succeed ( Read more... )

I'm so tired today. I need to get a coffee maker. Random thought ( Read more... )

Today was a good day. I went to Target with Katie and Mary, where I bought some new eyeshadow cause I'm sick of mine, and the White Stripes cd. It's awesome. We ate at Panera, and I finally realized how gross the DH is. Ha. On the way home, we sang a whole bunch of Queen and AC/DC songs. It was alot of fun. I have nothing to do tonight, so I think ( Read more... )

I don't know what to do. I haven't known anything but not being treated right. I'm afraid. You intimidate me. I need sleep, but it doesn't come. I lay in bed and stare at the window, then the clock, then my pillow, then the ceiling... and my mind still races. What are you doing?

I'm not even going to type. I'm at a loss for words.