I havnt written in a while. Maybe because i have nothing to say or just dont care. Thats how i have felt alot lately. I just dont care. Which could be a good thing or a bad thing. But its working for me. Tonight something happened. Im not too sure what its gonna lead to. BUt something important happened to my best friend and i think what i did was ( Read more... )

TOnight me and Rachel went to the mall. I had fun. I never get to see her anymore because of cheering. And so I was happy we got to hang out:) I got the underoath cd finnnalllyyy. I like it alot. And I saw this lady with a Make Love Not War shirt and i asked her if i could take a picture of it. I had to. I couldnt stop myself. Theres a show ( Read more... )

I cant hide being happy anymore. because Im not.

I hate this place and the way it makes me feel. Nothing goes right anymore. And I thought maybe it could get better. But its not. My parents ruin my life and I cry way too easily. I cant be happy with myself anymore so why should i expect anyone else to. I hate this.

1. Who are you ( Read more... )

Well im glad all that pmsing is over with. I had it bad. This weekend should be good. Hopefully I get to hang out with Lorenzo. And Lesley. I havnt seen her in 4 days. its depressing. show sunday. meeting new people. which is always good. I have a feeling this weekend will go by fast. and i wish Caroline would get off grounding. I miss her. anyways ( Read more... )

lately it seems like the only thing that can make me happy is Lesley and Rachel.They are the only two people that i can talk to anything about. I dont want everyone to think im some emotional cry baby. because im not. Im normally never depressed. i dont know why I am all of the sudden. I mean there are some things that make me happy for the moment ( Read more... )

Im kind of confused .I dont know what I want and I hate that. I wish i could just say all my feelings in here and let it out. but then people could read them. I guess im being selfish and jealous. But I guess thats the way things go when feelings are involved. anyways. Ill just see how things go. And i wish I knew some things that im afraid to ask ( Read more... )

[+] I went to a show on friday and met very cool people ( Read more... )

good show tonight. the end.

Well I learned today that some things just never change. I hate high school and all the drama and how people think they are so much better than everyone else. And i hate how people do things just to impress their friends but dont actually think about what they are doing or how it effects anyone else. And the fact that trying to avoid the kind of ( Read more... )