Blahhh. Tomorrow should be an AMAZING day, for real.

unless nothing works out, and then it will be bad. haha, but definitely looking forward to tomorrow. a lot.

i keep forgetting that i am not naturally good at calculus and it is something i have to work hard at...

and then i get the tests and i am like WHY DIDN'T I STUDY MORE.... because seriously i look at the tests and i am just like..... whahththath!?!?!?kh sohsjfghjkguhdsfkjdfh vjkajgshdsfjhs dflkag

my exact reaction this morning to the test...

I know i am dramatic...

but if they cancel heroes my life will be over

ah save the last dance... i cry every time.

last observation today. I'm scared to go back, because I'm scared that I will actually like 5th grade [which is what i am observing today], and I will once again have NO idea what grade I want to do. And it wouldn't really be that big of a deal if I was deciding between middle or high school or what elementary grade, but its between high school and ( Read more... )

So, i have realized lately that it is near impossible to escape being the "little sister". To all of my sisters friends that is all they will ever see me as. No matter what i do, or how i change. It kind of really sucks. Like Kelly's friends who were seniors when we were freshmen will never be able to see me as anything other than that weird 15 ( Read more... )

This is going to be the LONGEST week ever. I have two papers due wednesday. Another one due Friday, along with a calculus test. Plus 6 hours at a middle school tomorrow. And instead of doing any of that work this weekend I did nothing, ugh, im an idiot.

But this weekend will make up for this worst week ever. Can't wait.

weirdest dream i have had in a long time. and one of the first times in a long time i have actually remembered my dream.

Heroes tonight. The most exciting day of my week, lol.

I finally told Kelly. We'll see what, if anything comes of it

:]

Loong day. Already, it is rather ridiculous.