and i'm juggling all the thoughts
in my head
(and i'm , every time my balance was fine
and i'm just walking
on one fine wire)
i'm juggling and my fears on fire but

i'm listening
as it evolved in my head
(every time my balance was fine
and i was just
walking on one fine wire)
i'm balancing on one fine wire

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dizzy. sweaty. nauseous.
work will NOT be fun tonight. =/

whenever i feel upset, either from saddness or anger, i get really frustrated and hot all of a sudden, and i like to take cold showers ( Read more... )

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i just worked from 5pm - 4am.
who bowls at 4am?

[i get to see derrick tomorrow.]
yipppppppppe!! =D

derrick + lindsey = <3

yayyy! i got a new job ( Read more... )

=[

derrick and i are through.
done forever!!!
i don't need that bullshit in my life.
i deserve way better.

p.s. - im sorry valon for things getting out of hand.
i'm really glad we straightened everything out!
thanks for everything. you rock!