so i dont know why i cant fucking let things go. especially things with my parents, like i know this is so stupid and i dont know why this gets to me. but like we have this thing at my house that during the winter stacey and i would switch off every week having the garage and this continuted even when my sister didnt have a job or wasnt in school ( Read more... )

ok so there is a part of my life that i dont really talk about and for some reason i feel really uncomfortable talking about it. and that is my weight. i come form a large family. and it seems that on my mother's side there are always too girls in each family and one is overweight and one is a normal weight. in the case with my sister and i im ( Read more... )

ahh i got a headache!!! and now ppl are teling me what to do with my life. gawd i just dont know what to do. like if i dont start getting out there and do something i wont find someone. but gawd i just dont know how to get past my idea of meeting new people and not being afraid. i just dont know ne more. i just want things to be easy and to find ( Read more... )

Ok so it is the New Year. Had a kick ass time with some kick ass Wu High peoples. We really fiestaied it up and drank alot of it doewn. there will be a pic of all of the bottles and caps that our little group drank. ah the good times at la casa de femino. Now we are chilling and bethany just updated my page of live journal and its nice and blue ( Read more... )

OMG. the meet and greet was so cool today. like the people there Liberty and Toby were kool to meet we didnt get to talk to them but kool. So Bethany, Serena and I made the trip to the Natick Mall and we got there at a good time so we waited in line for about 2 hrs to meet them and it really wasnt that bad of a wait we went pretty qickly. and get ( Read more... )

ok so ya im sitting at my desk at FSC its 1:50 AM and about an hour ago the cops had to bust open the door next to mine bc some idiot was drunk/on drugs and broke into the girls room thinking it was another's and like threw the girl out so the cops were called and they were loud like wicked loud and it woke me up and scared the shit outta me. ( Read more... )

Ok so ya im here at FSC, and its wicked nice, my dorm is nice, my roomies nice, my neighbors are nice, and everything is nice, it didnt take long to unpack and get everything organized, we got here around 12:30 and my rents left prob around 2:30/3ish i cried a lil once my mom left bc im wikced close to my momma, and ya but now everything is all ( Read more... )

ok so yes i Nicole Jaclyn is leaving for college tomorrow, so now i have been very teary lately. like last night i was trying to get to bed and i bawled my eyes out so much so i made myself sick literly. and then tonight i walked down stairs to get some icecream and i started to get teary :( like im not getting sad bc my friends are leaving im ok ( Read more... )

ok so this weekend was Incredible, first on friday we had la noche de las chavas (girls night) for the none spanish speakers. And it was wicked fun we hung by the pool, watched movies, did a lil online chatting with our massive amounts of laptops present, amongst other things. hehe so then on sat the girls and mike hung around till noon then i ( Read more... )

im bored right now, i went grocery shopping this morning, i think ive dont 85% of the food shopping this summer, my mom has had it really easy, lol. But ya after i did that, i came home at a Chimighanga. yummy. now im on the comp writing more to the story i am writing. The working title is "A Trip of A Life Time." i really enjoy writing this story ( Read more... )