The human body's relationship to itself is, as the saying goes, a sticky wicket. Over the last few weeks I've been coping with depression. Well, not so much "coping" but "surviving." This has been a nasty episode ( Read more... )

i'm an artist. a lot of artists go through depression episodes. i'm in the middle of one right now.

very much related to my prior posts. in fact, it's almost the exact same thing. but i've come to see things a bit more clearly now. this, however, has made some events terribly difficult to deal with--leading to the depression i'm in.

( assorted quasi-sordid details )

maybe i just need to get over myself.
maybe i'm blowing this out of proportion.
maybe i'm delusional.
At this point, I just don't know.

Karma is one of those things which, on the face of it, is kinda fantastic: that our world, and what we experience, is a function of what we put into it. By doing the right thing, i.e. the good thing, we create a good world which we inhabit, therefore our life is good. By doing the wrong thing, i.e. the bad thing, we create a bad world which we ( Read more... )

Because it would be really funny if he was a part of this...

The Real Adventures of Zetaman is a web video project I'm a part of.

'Twas much fun to work on.

Sometimes it just takes an emotional vomit to get over bad vibes. Singing tonight provided that outlet...a good thing ( Read more... )

What is it with artists and their depression thing? It's like a drug ( Read more... )

I've got a bug to start a band now. Reading The Indie Band Survival Guide has got my internal motor running. Now I just need to find the other folks in the band. I have a line on a bassist, and Genevieve may or may not play guitar--I don't know, I haven't approached her about that yet. Anyway, it's a thought ( Read more... )

One of the realities of a film composer is you gotta have good sounding stuff. In today's world, you can make that Hollywood sound from your home studio. It's pretty simple, really ( Read more... )