so, i ask, what is worse than driving home from school on obt behind a super slow ass fuck and you can't even switch lanes because the fucker in the other lane is going just as slow so i'm stuck behind them trying not to cry because honestly i am all about speed (on the road) and going 40mph just ain't my thang? (in case you forgot, i am asking a ( Read more... )

i love my friends.
they have been everything
and more
to me.
i'm done with new friends.
i don't know where i would be if
it weren't
for the ones that i have right
now.
thank you.

( ..because i can't help but love him )

fuck. i can't seem to figure out why i put myself into situations that i am uncomfortable in. like illegally drinking at a bar where a guy i haven't talked to in like a year buys me 2 pitchers of beer. don't get me wrong, i was loving my buzz. i had about 4 mugs. i think that i drink too much. i mean i don't drink that much it just seems like a lot ( Read more... )

maybe i just blow things out of proportion. like how i think she wants to ruin my life...but then i think she doesn't. it's complicated, like avril said. she actually let me go out tonight. me and jessica went to city walk. well first, we bought a bunch of redbulls and we're cracked out. we got a bunch of beads from the drunk guys on the balcony. ( Read more... )

if it isn't one thing, it's another. one day, its a boy...the next, its a huge conflict about me moving out. i wish she would support me, my mom. she has this weird idea that i am still 12 years old or something. i am not a child, why does she talk to me like i am? i asked her today if we were going to buy a new bed for my house and shes like no ( Read more... )

i am vegging out here all by myself. because all my friends suck and don't like to call me anymore and some are still hung up on the losers from fucking high school. i seriously think i have this weird power to dis-attract people. especially friends who i've had for a long time. don't call me and tell me you wanna hang out with me after work and ( Read more... )

i'm doing the unthinkable: i don't want to be a vegatarian anymore. *gasp*i've been doing alot of thinking. first, i'm not sure what my reasons for being a vegetarian are anymore. i feel like i'm not making a difference. i feel that that whole year of not eating meat did not a damn thing. and i want to eat it again. i'm sick of having to not eat ( Read more... )

i think that sometimes my brain likes to play with me and make me feel one way and then all of a sudden, change that feeling and make me feel like shit. i guess i'm okay right now...mainly just tired and kinda stressed. tomorrow is my first math test. and there are two quizzes due that i finished most of, but some of the problems i'm like uh..we ( Read more... )

i bought white shoes today
that i probably
didn't really
need
but no...i had to have them.
also...i found pictures.
i must share these...
( this arm owns me )

note to self: instruction manuals are the shit. and they are shit if you don't have one to work a program that is currently making you want to smash an egg.

guh. last night. it's amazing i'm still alive. ha.
...mustlearntonotbepredictable.

yes, damnit...i am sexually frustrated. and no, tonguing a beer bottle doesn't necessarily make me kinky. ( Read more... )