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i missed fucking simple plan friday.

what the hell kind of fan am i?

edit: pierre: theres one rumor thats funny; its me and sex and cameras, its really funny because i was just joking ( Read more... )

lets re-cap. wednesday, i woke up feeling like the entire, yes the entire, world was on my shoulders and it felt terrible. i felt so smothered and distressed that i could barely think. however, after getting through an extremely long and boring day at school i left feeling only slightly better. teeci called me and we went to the mall and i ended up ( Read more... )

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i will not procrastinate ( Read more... )

i am not a competitive person. when i lose, i lose. i accept that. i give up. it's not the best quality. but i could have worse. i do have worse. i don't like to be competitive. i know what i can and can not have. no use trying to get to something i know will never work. so why does my cousin insist on trying to compete. why does she have to ask me ( Read more... )

it was just an ordinary day at the mall. i walked into pacsun, like i always do, and i say hi to nicole. she says hi back and then tells me that they are hiring for spring break. a temp job. i say, gimme an app and i'll fill it out. so i do and then roxy, another manager, takes me to the back for an interview! i guess they like me that much because ( Read more... )

I don't blame you for walking away. I'd do the same if I saw me. I swear it's not contageous. In four short steps we can erase this. Step one: slit my throat. Step two: play in my blood. Step three: cover me in dirty sheets and run laughing out of the house. Step four: stop off at Edgebrook creek and rinse your crimson hands.funny, but that ( Read more... )

i'm so stupid. stupid stupid stupid.

i need someone.

( decisions, decisions... )