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finch_me

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well ive definetely done it. ive topped all of my screw ups and i feel like shit. i lied to my parents. and then i couldnt take it anymore so i told them the truth. but it didnt matter i had already crushed them. i hate this. i completely broke every bit of trust id spent the last year building back up from my last screw up. so now i have 2 options ( Read more... )

mandy is gone.

i was with her yesterday joking around at work. last week we were babysitting together. last weekend she brought me the new olsen twin magazine at work. we were gonna double date.

my head hurts from crying. ive never lost anyone before.

pray for the mcbrides.

yes you heard correctly. tomorrow i start my summer semester. how sad. oh well i still love summer ( Read more... )

riiight. like i can make it as a doctor. and i never smelled in pe bc i didnt change out. just slept on the bleachers.

HAHA. yes i do love mary-kate olsen for real. but i am most definetely not a porn star in love with her. and im no lesbian. haha.

my weekend was way PLUSH! aka awesome. its the new word.

friday: kate and i started off the awesome night with $40 worth of sushi. heck yea. then we met w/katelyn, aynsley, anton and friend to see the premiere of the all time movie. new york minute. it was was awesome. well me and anton and katelyn thought so... everyone else bashed it. but if you ( Read more... )

Firsts:
First job: pepperonis pizza
First funeral: never been to one
First pet: my hamster kokopelli
First piercing/tattoo: my ears
First credit card: no credit card yet
First real kiss: 9th grade boyfriend- brett montroy haha
First love: like puppy love? haha prob zack gruczkowski or some kid in ohio
First enemy: jamie sheirling.. we liked the same boys
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today was church day. it was youth sunday. i love youth sunday. brings back all those memories of when i was a mere youth singing in the worship band. aka last year haha. yes i sang.

our family had dear convo at lunch how if we got pregnant before married there would be NO giving up children in our family. there was no reason for this convo just a ( Read more... )

so last night was quite an adventure i must say.

so katelyn and i had been waiting forever to see mean girls. so we were so excited and just our luck... it was sold out. if we had got in line 2 seconds earlier we would have made it. ah crimany. but then we found an adventure/manhunt and it was way fun. we cant tell you details bc the identity of ( Read more... )