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( i get what I want and I never want it again )

The perception has been altered yet again. Your comings seem more frequent by age. Your arrival lets me hung unsure, each coming rips off my self-respect, so grotesquely. You always find your way to return. I wonder what obsession draws you back to me. Is there a part of me that lures you? What made you choose me of all the others? It is me to whom ( Read more... )

If I can't wake up next to you, I will never want to wake up at all.

You thought I could change? That few years will make me leave my obsessions my instant carvings, my lust? So that you could wear me like a victory mark? And you pretend that you have succeeded. Succeeded in what?? Surely not in making me become ( Read more... )

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Did i let you down again? Was it you who I disappointed again? I'm sorry that I never lived up your high hopes. I'm never gona be the one holding your head when you cry. When I saw you there across the table, falling apart, hands folded together, lips tensed up, eyes filled with tears - all I wanted to do was to hold you close. You never cared that ( Read more... )

Who put me here? Who gave me these fingers? These ears? The music in my life? Who gave me these thoughts? Who let me come apart?Who did I let down? Was it you who I disappointed again? I never considered to come off like this. The thoughts in my head , I can never make them fall out. Hurting? I'm sorry that I didn't hold your head, that I didn't ( Read more... )