In a romantic fashion ( Read more... )

WHAT THE FUCK?

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

seriously.

i'm not leaving

I have never known silence to be this loud ( Read more... )

Finally---a moderately upbeat entry. I must say that even though there are still certain circumstances looming above me, I think I can finally see that everything will eventually be okay. So much has happened in the past week that i cannot even begin to realize, much less comprehend it. Surreal really. Things that i never thought would happen no ( Read more... )

Well. Today was completely uneventful except for the random emo outburst heard from outside blaring through the system of the Subway franchise. Great really. The first time i've been alone for that long (exclude sleeping) in a good long while. You think a lot when you're alone. You seem to come to terms with things that you could never face before ( Read more... )

I'm cold. That's possibly the only clear thing in my mind at this particular time. Everything else is like one of those picture things that look like a bunch of dots and colors, but when you put your face close and move away slowly it becomes a 3-D picture. Unfortunately i'm the retard that can't seem to get my face close enough or move away slow ( Read more... )

Cigarettes and the hot hood of the car. Your hand wiping the tears from my eyes- tears that weren't necessarily as much for me as they were for you. I know. Trust me. It doesn't get better for awhile, and for that i will never cease to apologize. You deserve more than someone who isn't even sure about her own feelings for you. Thats not right. I ( Read more... )

For some certain 15 year olds, vodka and tequila cause some hilarious, yet utterly pathetic and remorseful phone calls at 4.00 in the afternoon. Ha. Do you really have to try that hard, or do you just want my pity? because either way you're not giving yourself any credit or gaining any length on the competition, in fact if you were in a race- you ( Read more... )

Forever never seemed so short, not only to me but to others as well. Not that it wasn't expected, but alas none were prepared. The end of so many things, but yet there is some sort of comfort in change. I never realized how different things seem when you look from another point of view...you're perception of so many things seem so absurdly obscure ( Read more... )