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I just heard Elliot Smith killed himself.

Do you think he made sad music because he was depressed or did the music sway him?

I've been going full tilt for the past 72 hours straight.

Hope I didn't miss anything important...

Question: Should I have drank yesterday?

let the color all drain out ( Read more... )

Got little to no sleep last night - in spite of actually going to bed at a decent hour. Had the Parker dream again for the first time in a while, and I couldn't fall to sleep after. I just lay there, thinking...and we all know when I think too much I freak myself out. Needless to say, I'm exhausted and on my way to work.

Yep, had a dream last night. I was back in good ol Gilmanton School - waiting for the bus to come and take me to the Corner Store. Libby was with me (obviously), and as usual when we got there we stocked up on candy and began the walk to Lisa's. Once we got there, I got Sahara groomed and saddled. From there I can't remember much else - but I do ( Read more... )

My heart and my stomach just switched places.

And then my heart broke.

And then I died.

I crave pysical contact. To be held, feel safe, wanted, loved.

Is it too much to ask?

I'm sad and lonely. But why?

I can't believe I'm awake and up this early on my day off. My mind must be in overdrive ( Read more... )