I seriously had the worst dream ever, and it made me realize how thankful i should be. So this is to all my friends, i love you guys and thanks for all the help.

THIS IS NOW GOING TO BE FRIENDS ONLY, BECAUSE PEOPLE ARE WEIRD, SO YEAH...TAKE THAT.


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i finally was able to turn our a song..a bad one, but it's a start ( Read more... )

bad night.

what ever is wrong with me. it's affecting me more then anything ever has. usually i can write a song on my feelings to vent. i can't even do that. i can't even find the right words. that's never happened to me before. What's happening to me? i've never been this sad or this confused before. It's like my whhole lifee is crumbling in front of me, ( Read more... )

so many things are going on. i think for the rest of the summer im not leaving the house. im secluding myself from everyone. i need to think. i need to get away from it.

so, summer is still pretty uneventful. I don't see any big things happening this summer. However i have agreed with Ms. Kaye Reylado that if i put on a dress...i get to dress her up as emo as i can...maybe even goth. Kaye, little emo glasses, a beanie, band shirt, tight emo pants, and a hoodie. i think i could find that very entertaining. And she ( Read more... )

i just realized...once school starts i have a job, active member of drama club and the all school production, possibly chorale, band practice, filming for my movie...i'll never have free time...i love it

ABOUT ME ( Read more... )

CAUTION: BELOW IS SOMETHING I WROTE ABOUT A MONTH AGO, IM NOT SAYING IF I FEEL THE SAME WAY ON CERTAIN PARTS ARE NOT, DONT READ THIS IF OTHER THINGS I HAVE SAID HAVE UPSET YOU, THOUGH YOU WILL READ THIS ANYWAY. SOME OF YOU HAVE SEEN THIS, IM PUTTING IT UP TO SHOW THE REST. IM NOT SOME MENTAL CASE, THIS DOESNT SHOW I AM ONE, SO DONT TREAT ME LIKE ( Read more... )