i can't stop puking, throwdown is in like a day, i've had this headache for the whole intire day, i never wanna drink again, bens bringing me soup & were gonna watch a movie, i had to take off of work today because i'm too sick to go in, my hoodie came, i feel bad because i promised ryan we'd hang tonight since we haven't in a while & now i can't ( Read more... )

I DONT WANT TO JINX ANYTHING SO IM KEEPING MY LIL MOUTH SHUT :x ( Read more... )

im hanging out with jill alot athough i do miss sammii and i do miss chris becos he and i arent the same anymore. i try to text him as much as possible but most of the time he doesnt respond. i guess things are going downhill and i need to accept it. bryan and i have been hanging out quite a bit :) i like it ( Read more... )

i guess everything is fine..
i kind of wish chris and i were a bit closer, like i thought we would be. but whatever.
it's so funny when people say "aren't you little lauren?" hahah.
i'm not little at all..

i lost 3lbs lol!

everything is so fucking wonderful lately hahaha i love itttt ( Read more... )

i don't know. i don't know. i don't know. i don't know. i don't know. i don't know. i don't know. i don't know. i don't know. i don't know. i don't know. i don't know. i don't know. i don't know. i don't know. i don't know. i don't know. i don't know. i don't know. i don't know. i don't know. i don't know. i don't know. i don't know. i don't know. ( Read more... )

I have a feeling this is going to be the loneliest christmas I've had in years ( Read more... )

it's so weird to think that 2&1/2 months ago bryan and i couldn't get enough of eachother ( Read more... )

i think this is the happiest i've been in the last 2 months, maybe ( Read more... )

i just realized how much of an idiot bryan is for losing me LOL ( Read more... )