im so giddy and happy and ahh!! i dont even know what to think. i dont know who i want to tell. my life is completley changing right now and i dont know what to do! woah this is going to be such a big change in my life.

ah life is good. it feels good to kno that you are wanted

so my 2 closests friends both dont really want to have anything to do with me. life pretty much rules when your in that situation let me tell you.

it makes you wonder...maybe im a fucking bitch. maybe its MY fault that the two people i am closest to doesnt want to be around me.

all i want to do is write..this is not what is was supposed to do. i was supposed to do CHEMISTRY not write on livejournal!!! i posted a blog on myspace and thats why i decdided to write. i think im going to erase everyone from my buddy list so i can chat to myself about all the secrects i have.. YES SECRECTS ! my life is full of them.muahahaha and ( Read more... )

so i took an adderol today and guess how focused i am..NOT MUCH. it seems to not be working at all. maybe i have add. AHH! i just figured it out..i have add. good now i have a good excuse to get a perscription. this is my only motivation at life. i just get in a mind set where i really am focused when im really not and then i actually do shit. But ( Read more... )

so me britt and rach like to have fun at cold stone

i went as a smurf


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heres to the good times


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