And prayed to any and all of the powers that it never came true? Good god i don't even want to fuckin sleep anymore...mostly cause i found out that it's really addictive to sleep with my headphones on...also...realising that sometimes my parents are right. See...i roll in place when i sleep, lest i'm cuddling, then i generally just shift alot... ( Read more... )

I'm proud of myself, but still spiteful that it took this long to get back to who I am...and i'll admit that I was different with jen...lots of things were, and you know what, i'm happy she's doing well and moving on, proud even ( Read more... )

like sinking deep into absolutely nothing...and everyone can see it...only when i don't feel it...I don't belong anymore...i'm not needed around here anymore...i've fixed what i could...and what i couldn't was ment to burn i suppose...i dunno...maybe i'm bitter, maybe i'm waiting for death to take me and i'd wish he'd hurry...i would say this is ( Read more... )

After work sitting at my computer, and i'm compelled to say that while i'm alone, you win, and I hope you're happy ( Read more... )

Things have changed...so many things...but..there is hope...

I'm here...waiting...

So, i suppose...now would be a great time to ease what little worries i may have gotten from you, my friends. First off, some times, you realise you have people, people that are only gathering dust in your heart, and it weighs down on you...thus, i've ceased to acknowledge their existance...now, before you get all bullshitty on me...just cause i ( Read more... )

This whole this got blown way out...thus, i've removed this from the journal...

hammer down and get your shit done...i'm tired of this shit ( Read more... )

first off...

http://kickjack.ytmnd.com/

go there...

next, i got nothin...i live in palatine, and currently, it's too hard to hang out so, please excuse this little fact...other than that...lata

1. Can you cook ( Read more... )