oddly, this is one of the only websites my office hasn't blocked...so yes, i am now back to using this for entertainment/lurking purposes.

but anytime i go back and read my old entries i just seriously start to hate myself, so they are just...gone.

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"May your sacrifices be meaningful"
i guess, in the long run, they will be.
but right now it's just...hard.

THEY WERE MEANINGFUL!

I'm fucking sick of taking all the blame and always looking like the bad guy ( Read more... )