Well I'm off to Kansas in a couple days, and I'm super nervous. I mean I've broken up with Aaron now, so it' just night be weird. I still really care baout him though, I just know that it wont work out. Well I hope that it goes okay, but I need to go eat now. Wish me luck.

Okay so I dont' really think I'm depressed. I think I'm just going through one of those times in life, when everything seems to suck. I'll be fine. I'll just figure it. I just need to organize my thoughts.

Okay so how do you know if your going through depression? I mean can some people be a little bit depressed and not really know? What are you supposed to do if everything makes you want to cry when your the type of person who dosen't even like to cry. What are you supposed to do if nothing seems to go right. Wait? Deal with it? What? You know things ( Read more... )

Okay So it's been like 20 millions years since I wrote, but honestly I dont' like to type. It's just too time consuming, oh well, so I decided to write some. Okay so what's new with me. Well I'm going out with that guy from the Valentines day date, his name is Aaron and he lives in Kansas, which is very far from me, so it kind of sucks. OH well, we ( Read more... )

Things here get so busy, and I forget that I even have this journal thing sometimes. It's 1:33am right now, and I'm not too tired so I thought I would write some. I've been having the best couple of weeks. Things have just been going really good with me, I mean yah I have times when not everything goes right, but nothing that totally ruines my day ( Read more... )

I just wanted to write quick and tell you all about this really funny web site that me and my friends go to all the time, it's so funny. SO you all should go there. It's called homestarrunner.com and then you go to strong bad emails. I recommend the comic, the dragon, and the techno ones. The rest are funny too, but those are the best. SO have a ( Read more... )

Wow, yah I havent' written in a long time, I get so busy here at school it's insane. No excuses I know, but oh well. So lots has been going on with me. I was really stressed over a ton of things in my life, and one thing about me is that I don't cry, well I do, but rarely ever, I really hate to cry. I know, I know, ,I shouldn't be like that, but ( Read more... )

So yah things have been crazy lately. I'm actaully deciding my future. Which is crazy. I've never really thought about what I want. I just figured after this year I would go back home and work and then decide what I want. Well here this oppertunity came up that I could move with a friend from here to Surrey B.C and we could get out of where we live ( Read more... )

SO I really hate it when good days, get screwed over by bad days. Why do people piss me off. SO that great night that I had is now being blown up. Girls are getting jelous, and being just stupid. I hate feeling that way, it really sucks, that it has to be this way. I jsut wanted to vent for a little to you all. Sorry. I just hate feeling like I did ( Read more... )

Okay so I had the most wonderful night of my life. I was seriously on cloud nine. You see at school here there are these five guys, people call them the fab five, but anyways they are probably the most popular guys in the school. ANyways they decided to ask 5 girls to this valentines steak dinner thing that they didn't know that well. It was to get ( Read more... )