WEll Ive been going out every night since the dreadful sad day when I ended my friendship with Joe (for now) including that night. Ive been trying to stay as busy as I can, but even staying really busy and going out with friends doesnt stop those little battles I get within myself to avoid temptation of calling him because I miss him so much. Its ( Read more... )

Its been one day and I already miss him ( Read more... )

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( He said he has to love himself first before he can love someone else, and the saying is so true )

Today was going really well. I was feeling alot better. Last night I ended up passing out around 11, and I never did my drawing or anything. This morning I woke up feeling tired.... took a shower and made my hair all nice and even put on some makeup. Took a stop at Dunkin Doughnuts to get my coffee and then headed over to design class at 9am. It ( Read more... )

When I was younger I would always turn to my mother whenever I felt sad or bothered by something. We were very close. But then once I hit that teenage phase, I closed myself off from her. I would always tell her important things, or big things, but I wouldnt go to her when I was feeling down, like in highschool days. Now I find myself to be more of ( Read more... )

Oh my god, the weirdest shit happens to me! This is going to be the most random journal entry but I just made some major life decisions in the past 15 minutes ( Read more... )

I know I havent update in a while, and I dont have time to get into detail of everything thats happend so here is a quick recap.

My time spent in New Jersey was boring. It was nice to see my family, but I really didnt do anything except run errands with my uncle, eat a whole bunch of italian food three days sttaight, watch a whole lot of tv, go to ( Read more... )

I had a good time tonight ( Read more... )

Someone asked me out last night..... and well I turned him down. Wendy thinks I should use this to my advantage, and this way I wont be lieing, I should tell Joseph that someone asked me out on a date, and see how his reaction goes (in other words, make him jealous). Last time he seemed alittle worried when he thought thats what I said. But.... Im ( Read more... )