Time to recap back to a few days ago ( Read more... )

Things were building up inside of me and really stressing me out and making me upset because of my insecurities about Andrew. Wondering if I would ever get to see him again, since he has a girlfriend and wants a serious relationship. Yesterday evening I started talking to him about because I had to, and he didnt want to. He never wants to talk ( Read more... )

Things have been better since my previous journal entry. Ive been feeling good again, no more random sad feelings. Ive been spending my money lately, and I havent been keeping track. Yesterday I bought these shoes that Ive been wanting for a while. They were 70 dollars but I decided to spend it anyway. I order the black adidas with the white strips ( Read more... )

Yesterday and the few days before were going really well. I was feeling really good, and I was even looking foward to today....but that good feeling went away last night. I dont know why this happens to me, but it does sometimes, were my mood will just switch completly and I will feel like shit. Last night I had a fun time at work, laughing the ( Read more... )

Skipping class so I could take a nice 2 1/2 hour nap was just what I needed. I just woke up and I feel so rested and I am in a really good mood. I had my exam and now I am free to do whatever I want. I decided to go to the art store before I headed home. Usually in there I cant just buy one thing. My only reason to go to Jerrys was to get white ( Read more... )

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From the things he has told me about his past, and how I match them up in my mind, he goes from one extreme to another ( Read more... )

lets see. I still have alot of resentment and anger for Joe because of his immaturity and asshole-ness of deciding to hook up with his ex girlfriend. Ive also made up my own dating rule, and that is, I will only date someone between the ages of 23-25. I figured any man past 25 is too old for me, and any man- younger than 23 is still fickle and ( Read more... )

Im in a bad mood. Its like why does this shit have to happen. Why did he have to end things. It totally sucks. If we were still together, I would be hanging out with him right now and having fun, rather than sitting on my ass and not doing anything. My cell phone finally works, so I just went through my phone book. I tried to think of anyone I ( Read more... )

Today was a pretty good day. Not once did I feel bad feelings inside, or feel that sad about Joe. Im just accepting what is, thats all I can do. I woke up early today because I had a hard time sleeping, which is because of stress. Stress of getting everything done for tommorow in a short period of time. I worked today from 1 to 9:30, so it felt ( Read more... )