I want to have some fun and just drink and party. so call me after dark and we can go out and do some crazy shit....maybe piss people off and fucking make a riot..hehe i miss you all...

Well here i am...back on this thing... Well i feel like SHIT!!!! i graduate soon so i am so eFing glad im going to be out of here..Did i mention i FEEL LIKE SHIT!!!!! the doctor gave me some pills to help but they made me all tired and i Still feel like shit. i know you guys dont want to hear it anymore so thats why i am trying to stop saying it. ( Read more... )

i died last nite i choked on my own spit. she helded my hand until my last breath was gone. She loved me so much but she didn't try to save me. She must have not loved me that much cuzshe didn't try to save me. I watched her cry and drink her life away. she layed next to my lifeless body until they came to pick me up. i tried to tell her that ( Read more... )

Well i thought everything was fine but i guess it's not. i hate fighting and i hate it when people you had a crush on. Tell you that they like you but somehow it's always too late. i love my g/f alot but i just hate always fighting i thought hey what if we take a small break to clear our heads out. i know if i took a break, i would fuck up ( Read more... )

it's time to update and tell ya all what is up with me rite now. ok Anastasia and I are coming up to 4 months holly shit time is flying by when you got a lovely women in your life. ok rite now im bored to death but hey it's all good. last weekend i got so drun with anastasia's parents creepy i know but free booze. im glad i went shopping i got some ( Read more... )

Sitting naked in the shower, washing away all my hopes and dreams. There's my life going down that rusty drain. What happen to all my happiness? All of my smiles have slowly gone away. Now i choke on all the word's i said to everyone. My wrists are bloody from all the cuts i made. I play a game that i like to call Bloody happiness...how do you play ( Read more... )

this is for my baby....Stasie....i got more to put up so just read...i got one for everyone i care about.. i love you all.. awwww im so fucking happy i even love myself.. rare i know but im damn happy hehe all these songs are from Tegan and Sarah...those girls can rock ( Read more... )

Stuck under a tree, lifeless once again...I have no feeling toward you or anyone else! I can say I love you as much as I can but deep down inside I cant love at all. I cried as you walked away, did you ever care or did you just say that? Well after an hour you came back to me and begged me to forgive you. I'm to fucked up to give a shit about what ( Read more... )

You made me cry today..you made me fill nothing at all, I feel numb!! You didn't cheat but it seems that way; when you say the things you said last nite and today. It's hurts me more than you can ever imagin..why is it that everytime i get close to someone, trying to let them in it always turns back around and stabs me to death. i dont know were my ( Read more... )

yes i know i already wrote today but i got some bad news... i know i couldn't have one day happy...i fucked my back up at school so now i am in hella fucking pain...oh oh i had a bitch for a client.. she hated me cuz i was white fucked up i know...oh oh my teacher was going to send me home cuz i fucked up my back cuz i couldn't take my next client ( Read more... )