( Someday we will find a place. It's the place where love takes over hate. Then you'll see all the things you do, affect everyone around you. Then you'll see there's no fear at all. You held my hand, we took down that wall. As I looked at you, with nothing to say. Now I understand why you pushed me away. I looked far and now I see. That the only one I needed was me )

( Back in school they never taught us
what we needed to know
Like how to deal with despair
or someone breakin your heart
-Twelve years I've held it all together,
but a night like this is beggin to pull me apart.
I played it quiet left you deep in conversation
I felt uncool and hung out around the kitchen
I remember I kept thinking
that I know you never would
And now I know I want to kill you
like only a best friend could )

( If it makes you less sad, I'll move out of the state. You can keep to yourself. I'll keep out of your way. And if it makes you less sad, I'll take your pictures all down. Every picture you paint, I will paint myself out. It's cold as a tomb, and it's dark in your room, when I sneak to your bed to pour salt in your wounds. So call it quits or get a grip. Say you wanted a solution. You just wanted to be missed )

Um yeah. Bitch. BLecchhh. I really dislike her at the moment

What are you gonna do with all the junk, all that junk inside your trunk? I'm gonna get get get get you drunk, get you love drunk off my ( hump )

Field hockey has been good. Nubmer one =] School has been good. I suppose. Ahh well.
Busy weekend coming up. Yayyy.

God. People can be such assholes

AND MY NOSE ITCHES LIKE CRAZY!! I think I might have allergies or something

Holly shit.
Went to the soccer game and hung out with some people. There was a fight. It was awesome. Went to a field party in Chatham. That fucking sucked. Jenae slept over. Never been so scared in my life.

Feild Hockey=Aweosme. At times. Actually....not a lot. But whatever. I love it and all my hockey friends....who I hope still talk to me once the season is over ( Read more... )

Game today at Emma. Won 4-0. Scored two goalz. =]

Good ol' school. Wow. Thats all I have to say about it

I hooked up my best friend and her lover and I feel so special.

I like someone. A lot.

( ________ )

School sucks. Field hockey sucks. People suck.

But thats ok. Because things are getting back on track.

I like him. A lot.