uhh im so sick of this i miss him im trying to move on and no i cannot and there is like no good guys out there they r all the same and i kinda thought i like this one kid but he is like young and i dont no about it yano i kinda like those older guys soo im way confused and i think i mihgt wannna start my skool yr off with out a b/f yano it might ( Read more... )

yeah so i seen brent and it wasnt a good thing i miss him alot now that i thought a bout it i get scared and again i leave now instead of 14 hrs away im only and hour and a half but that still keeps me away from him and wantign to see him but he helped that by being a totla ass to me lol uhh idk im doing good its jsut hard but no one said life was ( Read more... )

ok the past to days have been amazing!!! i love it i have been home and with my friends beached it up partyed a lil bit and hung out with the ppl that mean most to me i finally think im starting to be happy again and moving on talkin to a few ppl and happy bout it. the waves where amazing as well summer cell was fun and i have nothing to complain ( Read more... )

so it is almost been 2mnth that brent and i have been apart and yeah i miss him but im moving on slowly but surly lol he didnt wait he is with someone and over me it seems witch is kinda like a slap in the face cause i thought wat we had was somthing more i guess... but u learn with time i thought i could run from the hurt get away and it will be ( Read more... )

wow this week has been the hardest week this hole year i think that i really dont no what to think. I miss him already, he hugged me and all i wanted to do is cry, i thought mabey this is what i wanted or needed i thought i would be happy and singal and carefree but the only thing i can think about is what he is doing or if he still loves me or ( Read more... )

so im going to maryland for like a mnth or mabey even longer!!! I cannot wait i need to get away and clear my head leave the past week behind and just have a good time with no drama and no u no who lol and hopefully it will help me feel better about the whole situation. Plus im gonna be on a military base hello men in uniform all over now that is ( Read more... )

i hate how u go from evverything being ok to it into tiny peices on the floor infront of u one minuet u think u r in love over ur head and the next u get treated bad enough to not no what u want and then u just give up and call it quits. and i really dont think there is going to be anouther try i think i am throwing the towel down and giving up and ( Read more... )

well everything is going really well lately and i'v been quite content prom was alright i had fun and the next day rocked lol went to the mall then batting cages and after that arcade games lol i got a really cute new top for brent graduation party i no its in like a month but still hmmm idk brent and i are doing really great lets not jinx it or ( Read more... )

ok this year is starting off super sucky like i hert my foot and got x-rays today so havent been able to run so i got picked up and my step dad talk top the office ppl and brought me back for 5 and 6th hours then at the end of the day they told me i couldnt practice cuz i didnt have a docs note hello r they stupid my step dad came in and talk to ( Read more... )

so every thing is super today was sooo awesome i worked made some mulah and bought new shoes and a sweet new shirt and then went to subway and then went to the batting cages, after that we went and got a shake i no real healthy lol we went back to my house played some catch and the best part of it all wasnt every thing we did it was being with the ( Read more... )