The weight of a thousand tears
lifts off my sorrow felt heart
as you gaze through my hollow eyes.

I long for someone for whom i can lace my figures through his.

i want to be with you but knowing you belong to someone else only lets me dream.

visit this elated_anguish  my new eljayy.

I hate it when i'm trying to have an intellectual conversation with my mother and sister and they completely shun me out. When i speak, they over power my voice by projecting theirs louder. It's as if what i  have to say has no importance to the subject, that i don't fully understand what they or i am talking about. My mother and sister are very ( Read more... )

I really would prefer to die right about now. I'm avoiding being around people for absolutely no reason at all. I can't get along with my parents; sisters anymore. I want all my free time to consist of me being alone. And I long for someone to love, and to be loved in return.

I was shocked to walk inside my sisters room and witness her reaction to when the song "1, 2 step" came on, to which then she started dancing too. Dear jesus, i can't understand why she likes to dance,  why we liked to dance to that music. She dropped it like it was hot damnit! she also attempted to vibrate, but sadly failed. It seems like she has ( Read more... )

So i left school around 12:45 today. It was so strange, 1st period, i'm fine then all of the sudden in second period, my body started to act really bizarre. I became extremely dizzy, my head was throbbing, i was nauseous, and i could stop shaking all over. I got a pass in third period to go to the nuse. There, my temperature was taken, 97.9, no ( Read more... )

How about I cut my hair all off, to where is almost resembles Paullee's ( Read more... )

What do you think of me?

I baby sat last night from 7 to 10:30 and i made $80! They always pay me a lot of money for watching 2 kids...haha it rocks ( Read more... )

I feel happy once again. Zoloft really changes my perspective on life. I know the consequences that comes with me taking the Zoloft. I don't know what to do, i can either be sad all the time and eat normally, or i can be happy all the time and only eat a little bit.