Ok today was a half day.... so i went home with cassy... we actually went to Johns house the hear the guys play.. SHOW AT THE ANNEX FRIDAY!!! GO!!! and like we where al playing around and like OMG I STILL LIKE HIM!! WHICH SUCKS ASS CAUSE I CANT GO OUT WITH HIM. Michael is soo awesome. Id do him... lol cassy.. ok yeah man i miss that kid.. but hey i ( Read more... )

Everything is kinda optional. we dont have to go to school. they want us to but we dont have to. we dont have to get jobs. you could be a bum and not ever work. you could choose to not do anything and be a loser. I want to be a loser. I want to never have to look at another person ever again. Well i dont know. Ill get over this and i was thinking ( Read more... )

My mom is freaking out telling me I need to go to bed earlier.... I go to bed at about 1030 everynight but the last few nights I havent be able to sleep. Im soo depressed. Like ( Read more... )

Ok i hate linkin park but i like the name of that song soo yeah im going to use it. Im bored and im tired of people telling me they are sorry. EVERYONE IS SOOOO SORRY!! yeah well i got home from babysitting three helpings of TERROR!!! Its was fun though i tormeanted them as much as they did to me..... SCORE!! Doesnt that show you how great of a mom ( Read more... )

Im Going outta town Tomorrow...... SNOWBOARDING HERE I COME!! lol im going with my church. we are going to tenn. to see a speaker, here some bands play and go in the snow..... me and Alyssa are going to snowboard..... WE DONT KNOW HOW... dont you wish you could go jus to watch us make fools of ourselves? Well that will be happening a ton this ( Read more... )

Ok im bored so im going to write again. I feel empty. Not over Mike jus casue like life sucks really badly. Militay Ball is coming up and I dont want to go. But my mom thinks im changing. Shes like fisrt you put those big earrings in your ears then you die your hair. next its going to be tattoos and your going to dress in all black. so yeah i will ( Read more... )

ok my dad is now in the hospital..... i broke up with my boyfriend.... i feel depressed again..... i miss myself...... i miss you too. Ok im done being stupid. Ok soo yeah me and Mike broke up. sucks ass i didnt really want to but im not going to be one of those weird girls who....wait i am one of those weird girls what the hell does it matter?? I ( Read more... )

This damn three day weekend was ok soo far...... i got paid to make out with a girl.....HAHAHAAHAHHAHA kidding...or am I. hmm i kissed Jarrett.....maybe i like him a little but i dont think we could ever go out becuase for one reason he is very good friends with my Exboyfriend...good friends HAHAHAHAHAHA THEY ARE IN THE SAME BAND... I COULD NEVER ( Read more... )

Yeah Im bored.... I did NOTHING today....last night was awesome though.... Went and saw some bands play.... They were tight... HAHA i dont say that. Ok yeah i saw my boyfriend play. Darrow is the name of his band. Michael is the name of my man. Hes mad at me i think.... IM SORRY MIKE I LOVE YOU SOO MUCH! they were awesome but on like their next to ( Read more... )

Today was a bad day ( Read more... )