with you it's always a rollercoaster, isn't it. but i don't guess it matters anymore cause there is no us. *shrug* i've come to the conclusion that most boys are stupid...most especially irish ones named andy. so yes, done is done is done and you, sir, are DONE cause i've lost interest ( Read more... )

well...lucky for you it was a joke, or not a joke, but it wasn't real...and you've fixed it, sorta. my emphasis on sorta. you still have some huge makings up to me and it best be good. as i'm sure it will be, at least i hope. but you gotta get over your shy chicken tendencies and get some guts boy, cause i'm getting tired of waiting around ( Read more... )

God damnit Andy you fucker! if this is a joke, you best believe it's not in the least bit funny! ugh! to set the record straight, i really really really hate you right now and you best be thinking of a damn good way to make this up to me, if in fact it is a joke. and if it isn't...i don't even want to think about it, but if it isn't, it's not ( Read more... )

I don't see what's wrong with getting horendously trashed at least once while in Ireland...when in ireland do as the irish, do, right? well...i came close enough to getting that messy...and let's just say, i think that sufficed...no need to do that again any time soon...but other than that, the night was grand ( Read more... )

i'm not the kind to stoop low enought and belittle myself just to get attention...it's not my way...either by being drunk or dressing as a whore or anything like that, so before you get those fucking ideas in your head, stop and think...if that's beyond you, you're a waste of my time anyway. i'm not the type to lose control and i don't go for one ( Read more... )

While the excitement of this trip is nearly overwhelming...i'm starting to get set into the monotonous part...the classes and working out...the set schedule that i always end up having because life gets so busy...but with that comes the times where i have nothing to do...so i sit in my room or take walks or runs, whatever i fancy at the time, and ( Read more... )

Okay, so the trip over wasn't really so bad. the stop over in London was awesome. i got to see all the sights and wish i had all kinds of money to spend. the pictures turned out awesome, especially since i got this new camera, whooo hooooo! but yeah, so that was cool ( Read more... )

*whispers* i miss him...i miss him so much

i think about him all the time...couldn't really think about much else today...not after the conversation in the car anyway ( Read more... )

it's been far too long, and i know that. i've been trying to steer myself away from updating this only when i'm sad and depressed, so i haven't updated in a while. i'm getting worn down...burning the candle at both ends, i think they say...and just being so busy that i have no time to myself or to relax or to do anything. it's always work and ( Read more... )