I think I just realized something important.

Sometimes, it's not about what happens. It's about hope.

I may be in the throes of a significant life/identity crisis. I think it will take some time to evaluate.

That's all.

Living in New York has been quite an experience. I don’t think it has really hit me that I live and work in Manhattan. My mind gets a little blown if I think too hard about it. I still get a thrill when I see something addressed to my 10001 zip code apartment ( Read more... )

I realize that every time I write something, or feel the need to, it is out of extreme angst. I should try to change that some time ( Read more... )

I am a sensible girl. I am always the one with a "good head on her shoulders." I am rational. I do the right thing. I am smart. I am always on time. I respect authority. I am honest ( Read more... )

This is incredibly juvenile of me, and [more importantly] insanely unfair to the wonderful, lovely & amazing people here in the US [whom I love and have missed dearly, please don't misunderstand]. But nonetheless, I'm having a very difficult time adjusting here. I don't feel like I belong anywhere anymore. In Sydney I had found a place and a ( Read more... )

New Year's Resolution:

Stop worrying about everyone else's happiness and focus on my own.

I do read other people's entries, but I often forget that I have one of these as well ( Read more... )

So. I am 21. Which freaked me out a little. So I just cleaned. Did a whooole lot of cleaning. Because I just kept thinking, "I'm 21, I'm really an adult, I'm never going to live here again, and this room is a mess of all of these things from my past and I don't need them." So I cleaned. I did more organizing than throwing away, but I felt better ( Read more... )

1.) I passed in my last assignment of the semester on Monday after much procrastination ( Read more... )