wow i just realized i haven't written in my journal since november. So much has happened. i had a job then i quit and now i'm working at 24 hour fitness. I might be moving to a new apartment with my friends. crazy shit. i'm growing up and its not bothering me as much as i thought it would. I've read some of my friends journals and well some of the ( Read more... )

well im at britts and we well things have been crazy with me and my dad so i moved out . i missed u britt!!!to much stuff to explain im a journal (with my dad and all) my halloween sucked i fell asleep at like 10pm. so ooh well. later people

well as u know its finaly friday and well im ready to have a relaxing wekend were i just sleep alot. things were kinda up and down this week between Derek blowing me off (so i thought i was wrong of course) and my aunt being a spiteful bitch and spreading rumors about me that she heard from my lying little cousin things are okay.tonight im hoping ( Read more... )

well its been so long since i've written in my journal.damn i've been so busy but its like im goin backwards and not really get much accomplished im doin what im suppose to do but not much more. i've been trying to get a job and well thats been a busy thing in itself. How come every damn pot/crack head in lakeside can get a damn job but not me. ( Read more... )

I gave him my heart ( Read more... )

well things aren't getting better except for my job interview tomarrow. so im stoked about that.i need a job ad i got some bills coming up next month.and my truck needs an oil change really bad!!!!!! i can't help but think things just have to get better from here.i never thought that i would have so much to worry about my senior year.but hey gotta ( Read more... )

well things are rreally shitty.Someone fag named Luke broke the mirror off my passenger sid eof my truck and well i don't have the money to fix it. School is kicking my ass and i think thati'm going to have a rough senior year.And a certain someone calls just to pick fights with me and i call to be nice and ask how hes doin and he happens to call ( Read more... )

well its labor day and i've been over at my g'mas cooking for logan. well i'm going to take my cousin home and take this food over to logan hope he likes it, im really tired and i spent a good hour doing this. well i started school and i've been so damn busy this school thing is killing me.now i have to get a job. fun fun. NOT! i can't wait to see ( Read more... )

well everyhting that can go wrong pretty much has in the past few days.I'm out of money and i have little gas in my truck. school is gonna start in a while and well i'm just not ready for any of this shit. i need a damn job.I swaer gas will be the death of me. anybody who pays for their own gas knows what i mean. my supposed friend logan won't talk ( Read more... )

well my bro came to town i aven't seen him in 3 years. Damn i missed him. today i went to the beach with justin(my bro) kari and our friend brittney. We were just chillin down in mission and shootin the breeze.Logans finally talking to me. well he was drunk when he did and kinda said some fucked up shit thats been messin with my head. im not taking ( Read more... )