I'm twenty years old today.
ahhhhhhh

California. Third time's a charm. Right? I need to be there, It is in my blood, in my viens. I need to be out there. School is my way out. I need to kick my ass and get in shape, physically mentally emotionally. hkdajdlkjalkfdahsd. 

Who  wants to go to Las Vegas with me for my 21st birthday next year ( Read more... )

I'm obsessed with Superbad.

I start school in less than 24 hours.

fuck

I want to start over.
Is it sick that I want my old friends back? Or is it sick that I really do not want to be friends with most of my friends now? I wish cutting people out of your life was easier and less dramatic.
I want to move on and move out.
I need a real job.
I need money.
I need a cute apartment near Brookline that is cheap so Melissa and I ( Read more... )

I upped my normal dosage because I started to lose my mind again and I had a dream where I was forced to be a truck driver, like driving around 18 wheelers. Except instead of like driving around on the highway delivering things I drove around the MDC parking lot and I kept running over shit because I have no idea how to drive 18 wheelers. Yea thats

I haven't had a crazy dream in a while but I had one two nights ago in which I was walking through Pond Meadow Park in Weymouth/Braintree and all of a sudden I was bike-riding instead of walking. Then I kept seeing wierd men on the side of the paths and the paths started to turn into dirt paths instead of pavement. And the next thing I know I see a ( Read more... )

When I slept over in Amherst I dreamt that I was watching a reality show with Katrina, and the show was all black people in the audience. The contestants were all white people who had ansestors who were slave owners or were racists themselves and they were put in a cage and had these torture devices attached to their skin. Like scissors would be ( Read more... )

Since I've been taking medication I've been have ridiculous dreams, it's like as if I'm watching a movie everytime I sleep. And I've decided that so I won't forget them that I'm going to post them in this journal, because I haven't used this in a while and I'm sick of forgetting crazy dreams I've had. So here are two ( Read more... )

so my halloween party was pretty sweet.
I don't really remember much of what happened. I like how people have to remind me of things that occured that night.

RHCP is only 9 days away. I can't fucking wait!

hang out with me this weekend.