Sometimes I wonder why no one ever made fun of me for being fat during high school. They should have.

So Erin is making plans to come visit me in June. My cousin Al is coming sometime over the summer which will be awesome. Liz, and my cousins Samantha and Eva are coming sometime around the end of summer/early fall. I talked to Steve last night for like a half an hour and then Matt this morning. I miss everyone. But I'm so happy out here. I'm coming ( Read more... )

I honestly love living out here. For the first time in my life I don't feel like I have something to live up to and it feels so good to have no pressure on you. And not having pressure on me gives me the motivation to actually want to succeed and do a good job. I know that I am going to grow so much out here and become the person that I want to be ( Read more... )

I kind of like my roommates a little. They're pretty cool.

The only time I'm really sad out here is when I talk to my sister, because I can tell how sad she is and it makes me really upset to hear her like that. I just want to give her a hug and tell her that we will see each other soon but I don't know when that will be ( Read more... )

I am in California and I LOVE IT. I just drove by my school and my "dorm", which is in a fucking condominium so that's just going to be ridiculous. I cannot wait I love this place so much and I haven't even been here for 24 hours. Everyone needs to come visit. NOW!

Last night we stayed in a dump in Balch Spring, TX. The hotel was really dirty and there was nothing around it. We drove over 500 miles today, and never even left Texas. We stopped in Midland, which is where our fabulous president George W. Bush resides. The part we saw was a huge dump, and full of oil refineries of course. There was a sign on the ( Read more... )

I'm in Tuscaloosa, Alabama right now. We've driven through Connecticut, New York, New Jersey, Maryland, Delaware, Virginia, North Carolina, South Carolina, Georgia, and most of Alabama. Everyone from Virginia on has disgusting accents and even worse teeth. I feel like by the time we get to New Mexico I won't be talking to my mom because she is ( Read more... )

I need to start being more grateful toward everyone, especially my parents. They give me everything and I am so lucky for it.

In less than two months I'll be living in California. By myself.
I am scared out of my mind that I won't be able to make friends. The only thing I fear about California is the lonliness is will bring me.
I want everyone to come visit me.
This is going to change my life, hopefully for the better.
Those Californians are going to be scared of me