Hey there. I was on an emotional high for a few days. The end of spring break was great with Scranton Parade day, etc. Our store closed on Sunday, which was very sad, but we all went out together afterwards and it was a great time. Going back to school snapped me back into reality. I really and truly hate school. Not the classes, those I don’t mind ( Read more... )

It’s time for an update. Thankfully, I’ve gotten out of the funk that I was in. I hate the word “funk” but I’ll use it here because I can’t think of a more fitting word to describe how I was feeling the past few weeks. A few good days at work, knowing that I don’t have to go to school at all this week, and a trip home have helped me out a lot. As I ( Read more... )

I really hate Mondays & Tuesdays. They're so miserable, and I don't even know why. I also really hate my apartment, being here depresses me. Maybe it's the fact that it's so expensive and I'm rarely ever in it. Hmmphh.

This weekend was pretty good. I didn't go to Penn State on Friday because of the snow. I finally went on Saturday. It was a good ( Read more... )

Today was another stupid day. It was snowing pretty hard and I was tempted to skip school, but I went. After my first class, pretty much all of my classmates decided they were going home and skipping our second class so that they wouldn't have to drive in horrible snow later in the afternoon. I decided to be a good student and stay. We have an hour ( Read more... )

I want to try not to be depressing today, but I don't know if that's possible. I'm frustrated. I have a huge writing assignment due on Sunday. Since I'm going to Penn State this weekend, I need to finish it Friday before I leave. I turned in my draft LAST Tuesday, but my teacher said she won't return it to me with corrections until this Thursday in ( Read more... )

Nothing like going back to school to kill the emotional high of a good weekend. I've been pretty down in the dumps lately. This weekend helped to fix that some. Then today, I had to go to school and the cycle started over again. I've been having a lot of self esteem issues as of late. And writing this in my journal isn't some sort of cry for people ( Read more... )

Hmmm. I suppose I'm not doing as good of a job keeping up with this thing as I should be. I have been feeling so burned out these past few days. I can't find the motivation I need to write this stupid paper. I spent all day Saturday working on it, and then my computer crashed. Now I have to start over, and it's impossible. My draft isn't due until ( Read more... )

Just got home from work. We got out of there in record time- 11:15. That is unheard of. It was a good night, besides all the people I almost murdered. There was one lady in particular that I couldn’t handle. She was returning a bunch of books (books that she had obviously read, but I wasn’t in the mood to pick a fight) and wanted to return one book ( Read more... )

This really weird thing has been happening lately. Guys from my past keep coming out of nowhere and professing their love to me. And I'm not trying to flatter myself, this really does keep happening. It is the strangest thing ever, and I'm not sure how to deal with it. I think a lot of women would like the attention, but for some reason I am ( Read more... )

I don't really feel like being too deep today, but I feel like I should update. I spent the weekend at Steph's right outside of Philly and it was wonderful. I love Steph and Candace so much and I love the dynamic of our friendship. No matter how long it has been since I've seen them, it feels like no time has passed once we finally see each other ( Read more... )