it's 6:35 PM

[lexxy_lou]

hey, at least i went long enough to cry in front of my professor!

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[pokketmowse]

=(

Goondolences. =(

[lexxy_lou]

thanks for your goonerocity

[tyme]

Well, at least it's over right? :)

Congratulations on surviving it at the very least.

-Tyme

[lexxy_lou]

thanks tyme

[cthulhukid]

that's ok you are still awesome

[lexxy_lou]

you're damn right

[silver_lolita]

I don't even have the words. Ok,maybe I do. I would like to crown you the queen of "I'm going to act really different and then stop calling my friends, answering my phone, answering my ims, sending ims, wanting to hang out or leave the house, and then when this is pointed out to me by the one friend who has the guts to do so (even though they all talk about it) I'm going to get mad at her for telling the fucking truth and then I'm going to be oh woe is me life change bullshit, because no one ELSE has hard stuff going on and then I'm going to waller in self pity and then I'm going to get in a fight with my boyfriend and then and ONLY then will I come running to see another friend, and return to him as quickly as it started and then give up even though I used to preach that no one can help you but yourself and then I'm going to get mad at my friend for writing this but she dosn't really care anynore because she's tired of trying and tired of caring and watching me self destruct" Mountain. Please make your own crown and sceptor(sp) as

[lexxy_lou]

Sorry, I seem to have forgotten that Lauren & Lauren Inc. were my only friends. Silly me.

[silver_lolita]

Yeah, cause that was the point I was making. I'm obviously the silly one, for ever thinking that you were as good of a friend as I thought.

[scopesmc]

it's almost been a week since you've seen lauren baby omg quick

Lauren it sounds to me like you take all this business too damn seriously, and a bit too damn personally. I'd be pretty put off too if the only interaction I'd had recently with a friend of mine was them trying "talk some sense into me"

[silver_lolita]

Oh yeah, I definatly take it personally when I watch someone who I once considered one of my closest friends graudally call less and less, stop answering her phone all together, and not even talk to me on the net, even though she's always online. Gee whiz, you're right steve, I shouldnt think that's fucked up, and I should just ignore it, because after all.. it's perfectly friendly and polite to snub and ignore the people who care about you, and getting your friend to leave the house for 10 minutes to see you should feel like pulling teeth, and it SHOULD feel like its the biggest fucking inconvience ever for them to put on clothing and drive anywhere to see you. Because friends don't do that shit for each other or anything.

[lexxy_lou]

Okay Lauren, now you listen here. I've had enough. I'm going to go ahead and break down everything you've just accused me of, even though I don't have to. And you're going to listen to it. Don't want to? Fine, that's your choice, just turn around now and stop fagging up my lj

[lexxy_lou]

"...and then give up even though I used to preach that no one can help you but yourself..."I really don't know what you're talking about. Give up? Give up on what? School? Yeah, that's been established. I gave up on SCAD though, not on me. There's a big difference. I still say that no one can help you but yourself. I haven't asked for help from anyone else. I vented to Lauren for about a half an hour, if that's what your talking about, and then we got ice cream and sat in my car and smoked and laughed about stupid shit. I know you're trying to call me a hypocrite here, but I can't think of how I've asked someone to do something for me. Or what that would be