So life seems a little better theses days. Everything is just so up and down.... mostly my emotions but I'll be okay! THE BLUE OCTOBER CONCERT IS TOMMORROW AND I am SOOOOOOO EXCTIED. We are going to haunted houses afterwards. Amber is meeting us up there to go! I can't wait. i have to work till 4 in the morning. But I hope to sleep in at least a ( Read more... )

I think that I'm a little better today. The thoughts are there. I think that I just needed to vent last night. I think betweeen work and school and the VERY small social life I have, I 'm just letting too many things get to my head. Alot of it is me questioning my future and what I want to be..... Sometimes I really don't want to be a nurse and ( Read more... )

I'm independent... don't you think? kinda? No... I feel like I could do anything on my own and then I stop and analize my life i think...." you are an idiot. The person I claim to be is who I want to be someday.... The nurse who needs no one to have kids and live a contentful life. I can raise kids on my own with NO ONE's help... but do I really ( Read more... )

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This week has dragged by so fucking slow. I've done really nothing.... Last week before school and I have sat at home all week. I went and got my books for school on Friday. That's my motive right now. That's what is keeping me going. I'm excited and nervous all at the same time. Books are so expensive it sucks. School is just about the only good ( Read more... )

So Lacy and I aren't talking. Sometimes I don't know what happened with us. I think my biggst issue is within myself, It's hard loving her and seeing her with someone else. It makes me jealous and kinda crazy. How can she tell me she loves me and she wants to be with me but then go somewhere with someone else and tell them the things she told me. I ( Read more... )

I'm not a nice person and I hurt people's feelings!

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Things seem to be picking up in my life right now. Lacy and i are grest! Liz and I are working on a friendship right now. It's a little rocky right now but we are getting there. i went and paid my tuition at COM today. Big step for me! I start school on the 6th of June. I had a lot of fun with my mom and Zachary today.... It was nice to have him ( Read more... )

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