Every human being has feelings right...happy,sad,lonely all that shit right? I feel numb, like i dont know. I guess depression is starting to set into my life. Its what I get, its what I desearve. Karma is a bitch. All the things I have done to other loved ones is happing to me right now. Shes leaving today and I dont know wheather to be happy that ( Read more... )

I havent updated inahile and I am sorry I just kinda forgot about Live Journal and was all wrapped up in myspace lol. Well I have been dating this girl Betheney for the past 3 months now. Its been really hard on a count of her mother found out and freaked out on Betheney. Her mom hates the queers and on top of that Betheney was 15 at the time and I ( Read more... )

Ian i am looking for oyu...tlak to me agian would ya please`

just to let you know that i am sorry for not being there to say good bye. I feel guilty but mom tells me not too, but i do. She says that your better off in heaven then here...but think to myself what if there is no heaven, but i know there is. I just wish I would have spent more christmas with you and took you out more fuck just stopped by and ( Read more... )

I need sleep..

Okay so Heather broke up with me last night because Itold her that I was too younge to promise her the rest of my life and I know that shes not the one for me. I am such an ass hole to her I mean I did the same shit to Ian UGH! I hate myself sometimes. I hate knowing that I have hurt her. But I mean when i am at school and shit I am all over Sara ( Read more... )

Hey kids I know I know I havent updated in like a month sry about that I just have been really busy if you know what i mean ;). I just turned 18 and running around like a hellan...(cant spell) but yeah hit me up 863-430-6074

I am really sick and the docters dont know what wrong with me...they think it could be strep or mono which isent good probley wont be at work or at school for a couple of weeks...I hope a mircle happens and I become all better...but its looking unlikly ( Read more... )

I'm sry I havent updated in awhile but I am really GREAT!

Hey people:
What going on? Nothing here. Heather and I got into a fight last night about flippin sex pisses me off. Well this weekend I have to study for all my finals freakin blows out da butt! aiight its pay day!!! YAY