and shit, since when is my junior year of college almost over?

phew..i can actually breathe for a moment ( Read more... )

all i needed was the love you gave
all i needed for another day
and all i ever knew
only you

i have so much more time now, but i'm still not as productive as i could be. it's probably a ratio of time available to time actually working that never actually changes. it's my productivity constant, i suppose. hah.

sigh. life is so... fucked up sometimes.

ps. since when do i work non-stop, every day of the week and weekend, without a break? this is going to be a rough semester..

oh. my. god. that was painful. writing papers is the bane of my existence. i seriously procrastinated/wrote that shit all week. i don't even care if it's a piece of shit at this point. now i can finally enjoy my friday off.

i just spilled coffee on my computer. fingers crossed it doesnt fuck it up ( Read more... )

I had a dream I tested positive for HIV the other night, from an ex boyfriend of mine from a long time ago. It was so real and horrifying and life changing. The guy didn't even care. He knew he was positive as well but couldnt afford the medications, and didn't tell anyone he was hooking up with about it. I was taking so many medications and was ( Read more... )

i cannot WAIT to go home!!! i'm so sick of studying!!!

procrastinationnnnn

It's snowing really hard and wicked dark out..who wants to come over and bring me food? Hm? Anyone?