i just wanna say sorry.. to every1

ive been a complete bitch to ppl lately, and i have my reasons, but since im not going to share them with u that doesnt make much of a difference. i just have a lot going on (...a LOT), so if i take my frustration/anger/sadness out on u at all then im sorry, i truly am.

and if it seems like im bitchy for not ( Read more... )

so for some reason i feel the need to share some facts about myself. i really dont know y, im just compelled to do so.. so yeah, if u wanna get to know me better, i guess reading this is a start...(btw, this is the extact same thing written in my latest myspace blog entry ( Read more... )

so ive decided...

...ppl suck

so yeah... i never write in this anymore, and thats simply cause i dont like writing in it...

who knows, maybe ill start again and actually write an entry... but not now....................

1. ppl know how to get under my skin very easily, and love to do so ( Read more... )

i havent posted in a while...wow ( Read more... )

i give up on u.
i realized stuff tonight that i didnt want to fully come to terms with. im finally admitting things to myself that i wish i didnt have to. but still...i give up.

im stealing this from Lauren...

I want you to post anything that you want in reply to this entry. Anything at all. A story, a secret, a confession, a fear, a love, an opinion, a critique - anything. Be sure to post anonymously and honestly. Post twice if you'd like. Just post anonymously, ip logging is off. Then, put this in your lj to see what ( Read more... )

i need to get  few things off my chest...if u all feel like reading then go ahead, if not then stop reading...now...

so basically i have massive feelings for some1, and i know i shouldnt. the fact that i care about him soo much is just bad, and i'll only get hurt from it.  the thing is...i dont think i will ever COMPLETELY stop caring. which is ( Read more... )

ok, sooo tonight ended up being pretty fun...i was with lauren and we had a good time.

the fireworks were BEAUTIFUL
but made me feel lonely
and now i want a boyfreind more than ever. lol

the guy in front of me on the train was right in my face
well, his ass was in my face
he was middle aged, with extremely tight shorts on
it wasnt attractive
but very ( Read more... )