Comments | lfusco: bad kid?

lfusco

bad kid?

Jun 21, 2005 20:01

ok, so im basically feeling shitty as hell right now, and i hate it.

ive SUCH a bad couple weeks that its insane....im talking ppl i love dying, ex's being violent towards me, and to top it off i have some fucked up thing in the back of my head that causes MASSIVE pain (and theres talk of it being a tumor....WTF?!?)

i just couldnt deal with this ( Read more... )

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richips June 22 2005, 00:26:24 UTC

Laura if you need anything, please count on me
i'm here to listen and give you hugs that shall strive to be more massive than the pain and i will gladly come with you to doctor apointments and buy you ice cream and shower you with love

pizzel June 22 2005, 01:06:46 UTC

oh dear is laura becoming a drunk? lol i'm just kidding i know your not a drunk. There's nothing i can say that can make you feel better and i'm not even going to say that i'm here for you because you already know that. Be my strong laura.

2 things...... xxthisxisxmexx June 22 2005, 01:26:26 UTC

1) Something good is gonna happen to you in 4 days.
2) It could be anything, and is it a lump? Cause if it's not actually bumping out then the chances of it being a tumor are smaller, it could be a hematoma or something. Talk to me about it, please, all it can do is make you feel better and I think I can help you out right here.
3) Drinking when you're in a bad mood and when you're alone is a really bad habit to get into........I'm telling you cause I know.

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prager June 22 2005, 01:49:53 UTC

im here if you need me love

lfusco June 22 2005, 01:56:51 UTC

thanks guys for the support....but i dont need any of ur help. i know that sounds kinda bitchy of me, but honestly...the only way i'll be able to grow from all the shit thats been going on is if i deal with it alone. im sure i'll come out of it a stronger person....

u guys just need to have faith in me, thats all i ask for. cause at times, i dont have faith in myself...so its nice to know when others do have faith in me.

love u guys...

richips June 22 2005, 04:02:30 UTC

i understand the need to handle things oneself, i have been there before, but you are human and support from others is what gets us through. no one can handle their whole crazy lives alone. we do have faith in you, i know i do, and you are already strong, but do not push away your friends, for they are sustenance. i tried to do everything alone when crazy things were happening [and they still are] but i realized that the only way i could do it was to let people help me. so be selective- allow those that you want to into your life, make choices, but dont isolate yourself.
you are amazing and strong and we love you