it's 10:00 p.m. and i have an annotated bibliography to write on a research paper that i've barely thought about which will comprise 60% of my grade, but who gives a fuck. i'm already accepted into graduate school and i already have my assistantship. motivation is low. well, in reality it's hit or miss ( Read more... )

only one person in my life is the root of all drama that occurs.

why?

So David upset me the other night.  I mean like REALLY upset me.  Like "Eric" upset me ( Read more... )

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most days I am happy, but every once in a while, I feel it.  today is one of the latter.

this was the most catastrophic birthday i've ever had.  funny thing is, it was also the most thoughtful (before things went awry of course).  i can't win.  ugh.  not acknowledging my birthday ever again.

well, it's been quite a year, and it went completely in a different direction that i thought it would.  this was a good thing though.

ultimately, David and i are official.  it's been a year of holding off for Eric, for what i am not sure since he really gave me nothing to believe he really cared.  he doesn't contact me for holidays and probably won' ( Read more... )

been melancholy as of late.

this is the coolest, but most challenging semester i've ever had.  just finished an academic marathon.

my physics teacher, and one of my favorite teachers in high school, was brutally beaten by some assholes, and was hit by a car as he was running from them while walking to school.  he died in the hospital shortly after ( Read more... )

Retook a class to boost my GPA, and now for this month i have ENG 449B, which is British Literature II.  Next session I have SPAN 114 and ENG 460 (The American Short Story).  Really excited for fall.  Finally taking 15 credits is going to be exciting, but I officially can kiss leisurely reading goodbye.  All of my classes save for one are 300-level ( Read more... )

i have so much school work ( Read more... )