so i was taking Communion and i realize that the minister (who's a guy probably around my/our age) has really bad acne. so there i am taking the HOLY HOST and i'm thinking a very, very mean though. i have this feeling God is going to punish my cattiness by making me fall in love with an ugly guy, just you see.

:P

 i really want to go home because i dont want to write my paper.

actually, i just want to go home for no other reason.

it's almost may when i go home.

WHAT DO YOU KNOW ABOUT ME THAT I DONT KNOW ABOUT MYSELF???????????????????????

and yes, this really is hw. johari's box. google it. :D

i wonder what they look like. they cant be ugly, he does have exellent taste in women. or at least, i know of one.

haha.

i'm feeling oddly insecure. it sucks.

also, ... no i really do wonder what they look like.

tangina.

why cant i just be selfish? i mean honestly? why not?

i think if i start spewing shit i'll just get mad.

and if i dont then it will fester.

but when have i ever let anything fester in my life? when honestly?

oh fuck. fuck. fuck.

because there's enough shit in my life, mostly created in my head, that really, doesnt make sense. but DAMN IT.

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i must say that i will be getting many Bs this semester.

i have not done laundry since October. sometime near my birthday.

i slept a lot.

writers' strike.

i FAIL.

i suck.

goodbye my 3.79. sigh. it was nice knowing you.

and worse, i think i hate interpersonal comm. so i'm hoping never to have to take another class on it ever again.

exam in 1.5 hours.

i'm ( Read more... )

Have You Ever Really Loved A Woman?

To really love a woman
To understand her - you gotta know her deep inside
Hear every thought - see every dream
N' give her wings when she wants to fly
Then when you find yourself lyin' helpless in her arms
Ya know ya really love a woman

When you love a woman you tell her that she's really wanted
When you love a woman ( Read more... )

have i ever said how much i love anna? because i do, i love her dearly. she cracks me up. she's insane.  an one hell of a drunk when she drinks. she lives with me. i adore her. she cooks! and she tells me i'm a dork and when i look like a fool. but i love her dearly. i'm glad she's my friend, i dont know what i'd do without her next year when she's ( Read more... )

so eternal flame was on. i was just inocently walking back home... no funny shortcuts or anything, just where i had to go... and WHO ELSE did i see but the evil himself.

fuck, yeah, i'm not over him. there was a twinge there. it was not fun. ok, putcha ang dibdib ko.

he has a girlfriend.
he has a girlfriend.
he has a girlfriend.
he has a girlfriend.

get ( Read more... )

finish Speech Comm and Psych.

graduate next december.

walk on may.

take lsat in june.

have a job as a paralegal, probably where my aunt lives in Texas.

go to law school.

such is my life.

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i have a year and some months before i graduate... and yet i still dont have a boyfriend. man, how sad.

EDIT (Sep 5):

so, I CAN GO SUMMER ABROAD BECAUSE DAD EVEN SAID ( Read more... )