Okay, so i know i have'nt updated for abouta week, but thats okay, i havent been at home. i'm still 3hrs away :P but using the net at terry's mom's place.( i stole it from his sister XD) we saw Harry Potter tonight! good movie!! very dramitic, and sad, no wonder it was pg-13 o.O but anywaz, good movie. had a great brea! I so dont' want to go back ( Read more... )

So ya, i was kinda weirded out getting a card from my dad. hadn't heard anything from him for about 5 yrs. i'm thinking about writing him and sending some pictures. i'm not sure i've ever really sent him any pictures. but i've thougth about it after i got the card. it said inside "i think about you everyday every second today" so i might do that. ( Read more... )

of all the things i say, and do..it's still hard to believe i hold in my hands a birthday card from my dad.

Today is my birthday !_! and Shasta's as well! w00t! i'm 20, she's 21. wow..i'm 20..makes me sound like i should be doing something with my life..o wait..i am :D hehe. anywaz. i've gotten a few 'happy birthdays' (samantha, Danny, cassy (after much hinting) :P anywaz HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHASTA!!! MUCH HUGS! i've gotten my first present ^ ^ my mom has ( Read more... )

Well, i'm almost set to move..aside from the obvious stuff like packing, lol. i mean as far as emotional crap i have here (my mom). i wrote her that letter and she read it. i think i did a really good job writing it, there wasn't no emotional stuff in it...well a little, but noting overwhelming, and it was mostly 'this is the plan i'm sticking to ( Read more... )

Well i actually went to my ceramics class...after a long while of not.. i didn't finish, or hardly start, the last project. but i'm going to do this final project, !!! w00t the final project is well, anything we want to do. it's awesome! since i've been feeling down, my first sketches were kinda depressing, something to do with fighting inner ( Read more... )

Randomness from Samantha ( Read more... )

okay, you all will thank i'm crazy, but i'm still considering moving. Crazy, not really. I have confidence in doing this. an di have support from 'both sides' (here and there). not going to do the military thing, why would i even consider that? not that i have anything against the military (just the ppl in charge of it) it's not for me. it has ( Read more... )

My life is changing, and rather quickly. for once i have a direction again, i'm going to school and i'm going to LOVE IT!! i cant' wait until next sememster! i'll be only taking 1 book class and the others will be art!! w00t!! *dances* and if i get that job at the art store. i'm sure i'll ge ta discount w00t again! but i've been thinking alot. i ( Read more... )

So..here'st he deal. i thought about ti, and i can't move. it really sux and it's not what i want to do...but i just can't. it'd be such a step back. and i wouldnt' be going to school. DUH! I just hope terry doesn't flip out on me (aka=try to convince me to go up there still) but i can't. i almost feel bad b/c i wrote him a letter. had to it was ( Read more... )