wow, so it's wednesday. it's been almost a month. so sorry u've been so neglected journal. I've been a busy bee. everything from spending as much time as possible with my baby, to laundry, to work, to starting school! I'm going two nights a week for a medical office procedures class. it's not so bad I suppose. my mom said this'll help me get a ( Read more... )

hi. well, the past couple weeks have been interesting. new years wasn't exactly how I planned it to be. everyone except Danielle and I got drunk and then Matt and Brian came running through the door at 2:30 in the morning screaming that Matt got hit in the face so Brian, Matt, Yohan, Bobby and J all ran down to Danny Boy's to try and fight the guys ( Read more... )

well hi! it's been a couple weeks. sorry I haven't been on lately. xmas was ok. just that- ok. I saw my baby when I thought I wasn't going to. I pratically spent the whole day with my family and my uncle. GOD! he annoys the fuck out of me. then Danielle and Bobby called saying they were going to Yohan's but Danielle wasn't going to if I wasn't ( Read more... )

grrrr, I'm so pissed right now. Kea's such a fucking bitch I've seriously considered making her life as much of a living hell as she's made mine. she's disgusting. her family is disgusting, they grow up with no morals, her brother is a fucking faggot who cant get friends for the life of him and she's a different story all on her own. I can't ( Read more... )

so, things haven't gotten any better since the last time we talked, journal. last nite I slept over Yohan's and around 2:30 in the morning I kinda wake up a little and see someone standing in the doorway. I assumed it was Brian so I closed my eyes and what seems like forever afterwards I heard Brian and Matt running down the hallway and opening the ( Read more... )

I'm soooo fucking pissed off right now. ok, so when I took this job I knew I'd be getting up at 5 am every day, what I DIDN'T know, was that there wasn't going to be anyone to fill my shift had I got sick. and that fucking irritates me. people can call off at the drop of a dime whether they have someone to fill their shift or not, but me? I HAVE to ( Read more... )

hello there. well, the past few days have been dull. I guess last nite my baby thought we were going to break up :( which I wasn't thinking at all. I didn't get to see him Tuesday and I hated it, but had to deal with it. I wasn't mad. he had to take Maria to the hospital. so I can understand that. but then he called at 9:30 wanting me to come over ( Read more... )

hi! well, this week's been tiring. work sucked as usual. my only day off was Thursday and only cause it was thanxgiving. ugh, and then I had to go in friday morning for nothing!!!! I sat there for two hours and did nothing till like 7 when the swimmers came in. fucking bullshit man. and the worst part was the people in the office KNEW skaters weren ( Read more... )

hi. so I'm bored. and I've been doing a lot of thinking lately. I think I'm going to ask/tell my parents that I'm going to start spending some nites at Yohan's. I just think it'll be easier to get to work the next day, and it'll cut down on my gas a lot. and she's going to say "well then don't go over there so much" and I'm going to say "that's not ( Read more... )

well hello. this weekend was boring. I went out to dinner friday and then Yohan n I got movies, which are now overdue. saturday I ended up hanging out with Jesi and her friend Tony at his place. we rented more movies and watched them. that new Garfield movie is sooooo CUTE!!!!! I love it. I want it on dvd. sunday I went to baby's house then came ( Read more... )