hey journal. sorry its been SO very long. lots been happening this past year. I moved home. got screwed out of 400 fucking dollars from them that they owed me. long story. but needless to say i dont talk to them anymore. never will again unless its to ask where the fuck my money is. FUCK them. they're shitty people ( Read more... )

hey journal, and everyone who is as bored as I am right now, ha. my head's been all over the place lately. They told me at work I wasn't cutting it in my role, so they're taking me out :( I now get to go back to being receptionist that I start off being... 5 freakin years ago!!!! :( :( I feel so shit on by this company I can't even begin to explain ( Read more... )

hey hey! sorry its been a few days. I havent had time to get on. things have been.... interesting to say the least. I'm hopin to go out tonite with the girls and blow off some steam. I could use a few hundred drinks lol. its gonna be a vodka night for sure. i was just on facebook and saw the pictures from Bridgets baby shower. shes an old friend. ( Read more... )

WOOOOOOWWWW!!!!! i cant believe this site is still here!!!! and I cant believe i've neglected it for over 5 years!!! crazy. but sooo breathtaking to read everything I've written since 2003!!! holy shit!! haha ( Read more... )

maybe thinking a little too much. this past week has been real crazy. i finally got a puppy. i got a shih tzu and her name is Lexi. she's two months and a freakin handful. but i love her. shes adorable. the trouble is. i feel like every time i bring her to yohan's i feel like they dont want her there. which i can understand, who wants to listen to ( Read more... )

hi. today hasn't been the best. my birthdays in a week and the only thing I can think about is getting a dog. I've never wanted one so bad in my life. and I've searched and searched and searched and I can't find one anwhere. I mean I have, but they're all too much money or live too far away or don't contact me back. it just sucks. and I'm so upset ( Read more... )

hey journal. it's been a while since I've written. so sorry. I'm in a weird mood right now. just to update a little Yohan moved into his new house. it's alright. the landlord kinda pisses me off but ehh, I'm not living there. I've started a new job. a place over by his house called Western Management. they're the corporate office for Conrads car ( Read more... )

sooooo HEY! how's it hangin? everything's ok here. I had a job for about two weeks at national city processing bounced checks. at least that's what I was supposed to be doing but they weren't training me. and I went through office team too so the lady called them yesterday and told them my assignment was finished!!! blah! anyway um yohan is moving ( Read more... )

I'm sorry I haven't written in forever. I know it's been a while. but so much has happened in the past year I couldn't even begin to explain. if u read previously in my journal, last summer I met the love of my life. and god help me if I never live to see someone like him again for the rest of my life. he's my everything. and I wish I could be ( Read more... )

I'm so in love journal. I've never been so happy and content in my life before. no one has ever made me feel like this. and I know people say that kind of thing all the time, but I honestly have never experienced the kind of love he gives me. to wake up in the morning and her his voice, see those beautiful eyes, to feel those hands on me, to feel ( Read more... )